As you're readying this very blog, you're probably expecting an explanation on where I've been and why I haven't been uploading or posting anything in the pass 2 weeks? And you'd be right. Picking up hours at the janitorial gig, being sick, having money troubles, and dealing with personal problems are not fun at the very least.
These cluster of obstacles, along with feeling very fatigued after work, are the reason what I haven't upload anything on YouTube, update my website, or make any recent post on my social media pages. (With the exception of a commemorated post regarding hitting 100 subscribers, but I'll discuss that in a later blog.) I will not deny that this year hasn't gone off to a great start. I was hoping to get everything for this channel start right off the bat, but of course life has to get in the way. The stress of work and piling debt just keep increase to the point that I have emotional breakdowns. Even filling in for someone who decides to take two months off and earning some additional time isn't helping much either. Still, I'm optimistic that I'll have everything together as for as my channels, bills and (hopefully) my stabilizing my state of mind. I'm trying to tackle one task at a time in order to keep myself from losing my mind, let alone pushing myself to the point of being overwhelmed and I can't have that. Not too long ago, I talk to my mom on the phone. Talking to her help me gain some clarity with the things I'm going through. Lately, she's been pushing herself with school, work, helping my younger brother with his children. I often tell her to take it easy, but she often ensure me that she's fine. Given she'll be pushing 60 in a couple of years, I can't help but to worry. Mom being mom, she's always told me to get myself together before worrying about others. I guess I know what I get her stubbornness from. Rather than pushing myself to damn near insanity, I really need to work on knowing my limits and when to fall back. For the sake of my friends, family and networking partners, overworking myself to the point of checking into a mental institution is not an option. For everyone else, I've been slowly get the ball rolling as far as my content. Expect something new from ADTC Productions by this week's end.
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